Friendliness

I said I'm tryna go ghost All this attention yeah that's what I hate the most Yeah yeah I said I'm tryna go ghost All this attention yeah that's what I hate the most Then again I love it Guess I'm at a crossroads Thankful for the little support but I'm just tryna get more Thankful for all the support but I'm just tryna get some more Tryna get some more Yeah I said I'm tryna go ghost What's the move Tell me what's the move Where's my crew Tryna link with my dudes And you know just what we do Chillin with the honeys Thinkin I can't give em something But I can't give her nothing Put my all in a bitch something I can't do Tried that shit once and it left my heart bruised Not shooting my shot with these hoes cause I always lose Can't be with anybody because ima friendly ass dude So I really don't got no hoes I be posting girls on my story Ik But I'm truly friends bestfriends at the most The rest got me in the friendzone And I'm always getting checked for it so it makes me wanna go ghost I said I'm tryna go ghost All this attention yeah that's what I hate the most Yeah yeah I said I'm tryna go ghost All this attention yeah that's what I hate the most Then again I love it Guess I'm at a crossroads Thankful for the little support but I'm just tryna get more Thankful for all the support but I'm just tryna get some more Tryna get some more Yeah I said I'm tryna go ghost I'm tryna stop being friendly But they still tryna f*ck with me They won't leave me alone their attention is demanding They won't let me be by myself Always running up for hugs And when I give em to em im always getting judged I stopped being so affectionate Bc they always checkin me for it Girls tryna hug me or shake up with I just keep moving forward And it makes me look like an asshole But it ain't getting me anywhere So I'll rather blast off Mask on Mask off That smiles fake take your mask off Tryna switch up the person I was Bc girls think I'm from everybody like a rag doll Facing battles They don't understand The reason why I am the way I am Is Bc I lost the feeling of affection when I was 9 years old They won't understand I'm just looking for the love my Mama gave me But they understand I'm ghost I said I'm tryna go ghost All this attention yeah that's what I hate the most Yeah yeah I said I'm tryna go ghost All this attention yeah that's what I hate the most Then again I love it Guess I'm at a crossroads Thankful for the little support but I'm just tryna get more Thankful for all the support but I'm just tryna get some more Tryna get some more Yeah I said I'm tryna go ghost