Distractions

I never seem to close my eyes When I know I should most I think i've already seen enough I cant keep filling up the same old cup With the same old problems I know Tough luck Guess I took that bargain F*ck did I think And who the hell would i have been anyways If I played it safer Maybe I could sit with my thoughts For more than 30 seconds At a time Oh no I cant even imagine I gotta have my distractions F*ck did I think And who the hell would i have been anyways If I played it safer Maybe I could sit with my thoughts For more than 30 seconds At a time Oh no I cant even imagine I gotta have my distractions And I wonder If i'll ever see myself as what i wanted At the moment Only moving further Destination getting blurry I just cant afford to waste another second second Maybe I just need a minute Maybe I just need a minute Its not unlike me getting ahead of Myself Thought i'd have found my way Around by now Tried lookin outwards but my Visions all clouded And now im wondering F*ck did I think And who the hell would i have been Anyways If I played it safer Maybe I could sit with my thoughts For more than 30 seconds At a time Oh no I cant even imagine I gotta have my distractions F*ck did I think And who the hell would i have been anyways If I played it safer Maybe I could sit with my thoughts For more than 30 seconds At a time Oh no I cant even imagine I gotta have my distractions