Loneliness

Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch Shit been in chaos i hope this rap shit Gon' pay off it seems Like all of my Days are just wasted i'll probably stay Lost I got some worries im thinking About they worried bout chasing the Clout But that shit just aint on my Mind, that shit i can go without Im lacking motivation Im up in my room just pacing Back and forth hearts racing all this Music that im makings barely Helping swear to god Im helpess Waybe im just selfish cuz i do not Wanna be here been like this almost a Few years I cant sleep at night I know i cant do this right Lifes winning and i think i might, Prove em right Everyone that said i'd Never make it now im hesitating Falling down and slowly breaking And im just so tired of waiting Loneliness and hatred those my Demons And im never dreaming cuz Im always thinking bout the past that Shit never lasted Tryna make my own path but instead Im crashing Im just tryna be for real but they all Be laughing and now im asking Whats the point of living when i be Living in blackness Whats the point of living when i be Living in blackness Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch I been falling im crawling up from The depths of hell i dont wanna see Another day but oh fuckin well Im just gon light up the blunt and Then down a few bottles im Drowning in sorrow but thats just My life I know im not doing shit right Same bullshit every night I been toking im hoping that this shit Might just take my pain Clouded thoughts im up in rain Everyday the fucking same I do not know what to do with my Life so im sitting in silence my head Filled with violence im tired of Trying Theres no way to fight it and I've lost my spark theres no way to Ignite it again Loneliness This shit keeps me up at night Im so pissed I dont even wanna fight Memories I wish i could escape this shit I cant breathe Reminiscing because lifes a bitch