Pain Waves

Oho I can't stand the pain Running through the cycle Need a knife full to escape it Why you gotta lie Tryna pry testing my patience Gotta be a spy Both sides non adjacent Try to close my eyes Take me back to the station Pushing all of it down Gotta manage mental spacing Under all the pressure picking a side Constant faking Down where I lie I catch my heart it's always racing I get so damn reckless Why is it excepted Right to pose I got neglected I can't stand the pain Folded up umbrella All alone in the rain My thoughts going insane Tell me something new Don't have the checks to play the game You can't hide away Take it all upfront because nothings here to stay Over time you'll try to get by Deep inside tryna play with my conscience Everyday getting stuck in my mind Think it's time that I finally lost it When you feel that it's right to say goodbye Paranoia got you trembling regardless Just don't strive to hold up a fight In the end you're doomed to exhaustion My thoughts leave my breathless It's all so damn hectic Bound to fall It's what's expected I can't stand the pain Folded up umbrella All alone in the rain Life is inhumane Try to fill the void with emptiness of isolation Now it comes in waves I've been to the bottom There no way to escape it Nightfall makes its way Close your eyes To the morning if you make it I am fully drained Cover up the scars it'll always leave a stain I can't stand the pain I can't stand the pain