Painted on Your Wall

Painted on your wall From the depths of hell I have crawled If it isn't your fault then it must be mine Blow my brains out a thousand times Painted on the wall Painted on your wall From the depths of hell I have crawled People around me look different People look around me all different Was it something I said Or was it something that I didn't Because I've been on a mission Visiting the other solar system Maybe while I was away I grew to be a little distant Isn't it funny how Everything can change in an instant I did the mission impossible Crossed the path of existence Living between two realities Was a bitch of an instance I let my mind get the best of me Rest In Peace my intentions Man I gotta get to stepping up my game Been taking more time to make my name Anybody who is testing Better get to lessening Or face the facts and claim the blame This is insane Good, now that I have your attention Did I forget to mention I've been in a state of depression Hesitant with my pen Resentment to my friends I love my family Don't want them to find my mind in pieces Just fucking Painted on your wall From the depths of hell I have crawled If I could take a second and reflect On what I've accomplished I think I'd be better off And much more confident in what I've got to offer to the world What I'm often not so sure of of If this is a world of assurance Or just a world of endurance If a person like me Wasn't meant to make such A difference then why be put in such A fucking predicament I predict it's not my place to assume But I've been in this room so long It's hard not to be so prudent It's stupid I know I'm just a kid With a sense of entitlement Idly standing by while others They fight for him I'm not tryna be a downer but I got a fear of drowning Not in water but in something Way more harder The horror of not affording a life That I have worked for For so long just Can't go on much longer Painted on your wall From the depths of hell I have crawled If it isn't your fault then it must be mine Blow my brains out a thousand times Painted on the wall Painted on your wall From the depths of hell I have crawled Painted on your wall If it isn't your fault It must be mine Blow my brains out A thousand times