La La Land

How is it fair that the weight of not loving You can control every single goddamn thing I do? You broke my heart To justify A getaway like it was all a lie Act untouchable and say it didn't hurt at all But perception goes and gets the truth involved. I watch the clock With empty eyes (Is?) reality (Is) just a trick of the mind In dissociation This world is not my creation I'll write it on the list of all the problems I can't possibly solve it's like I always lose my mind in order to evolve So separate from the person that I used to be She'd be bewildered by the life I lead My subconscious takes a guess at your point of view I suspect your not the type to see it through Mentality Invents a lie I question everything without you by my side Irrational to act as though I know what's wrong But I know I should've told you all along Sit silently No one eye to eye Could they understand what goes on in my mind In dissociation This world is not my creation (Oooh) Can't get out Can't get out of my own Can't get Can't get out of my own Can't get Can't get out of my own Can't get out of my own head (Stuck in dissociation) Can't get Can't get out of my own (This world is not my creation) How is it fair that the weight of not loving you (How is it fair) (Can't get, can't get out of my own) (Stuck in dissociation) (The weight of not loving you) Can't get Can't get out of my own Can't get Can't get out of my own Can't get Can't get out of my own Can't get out of my own head