3am thoughts

Back against the wall It's time for me to go and try again Night begins to fall As I begin to wonder when The evening will come When my head hits the pillow My thoughts won't run And my breathing slows Down And these thoughts begin to pour Out The weight is heavy on my brain Now Pen and ink mixed with the doubt Here's the list of my regrets Here's the things I should've said Here's the things you didn't know Of what I was scared to show Are you proud of what you read? So I close up the journal And set down the pen The stars start to fall As my mind begins to run again I'm tired of it all Anxieties plague my mind and then It all just builds up to Reach a crescendo Then the music fades as a Tear hits the pillow Rolling down And these thoughts begin to pour Out The weight is heavy on my brain Now Pen and ink mixed with the doubt Here's the list of my regrets Here's the things I should've said Here's the things you didn't know Of what I was scared to show Are you proud of what you read? So I close up the journal And set down the pen Here's a list of my regrets Filled up journals on my bed Here's the words I wanna say But it doesn't work that way Overwhelmed inside my head So I close the journal And set down the pen