BILE

Life can really be all struggles Depression can keep you in a bubble Cleaning up the mess and I stumbled Normalized the wreckage and the rubble I've been making worry double trouble Jigsaw piece I made fit in the puzzle Spicy vices I made myself juggle I choose to see the light in the puddle Find the inner child and Learn to smile No more rush I can be awhile While I'm making light out of bile Making love out of bile Making light out of bile I can never really have a story If I make lemons out of worry Lived in the fog so long hindsight's blury Always knew theres somethin better for me You dont have to run dont have to scurry I'll be turning pain into curry Will I ever be Bill Murray? Groundhog day living livin' in a flurry Wanted change but I was in a hurry No patience for myself just more enquiry Why is my heart still weary? Why are my eyes still teary? No more comfort on the bathroom tile I will learn to smile Making love out of bile Making light out of bile Wasnt in the plan but I'll be here for awhile Making light out of bile Making light out of bile Riding out a storm I created From drowning doubt and self hatred Bottles empty but I'm still not cremated Knife was dull and I was frustrated Same table but this time I rotate it Same fable but my new knife is serrated Oh, diction was my hope to be inflated My purpose and flaws were fabricated Find the inner child and Learn to smile No more rush I can be awhile While I'm making light out of bile Making love out of bile Making light out of bile Countless nights my heart palpated I wanted it to stop so I laid and waited I spent every second agitated My death was coldly calculated I had my coffin insulated So sometimes when I breath it feels overrated I weighed myself down with what I hated So why not reprogram til' im fascinated? Find the inner child and Learn to smile No more rush I can be awhile While I'm making light out of bile Making love out of bile Making light out of bile No more comfort on the bathroom tile I will learn to smile Making love out of bile Making light out of bile Wasnt in the plan but I'll be here awhile Making light out of bile Making light out of bile