Welcome to my Mania

A person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about except thoughts So, he loses touch with reality And lives in a world of illusions By thoughts I mean specifically Shadow in the scowl Perpetual and compulsive repetition of words Manic, An album by Caderade Alright, let's get this thing started I guess I'll, I guess I'll start by introducing myself I was on dangerous sedatives that made me sensitive Highly addictive but made me widely credited As the party king of the underground regime Just to blow off some steam I'd make bitches scream like Ariana I went from the bobby bouche to federal douche With a bouquet of curls on my head like a toupe Waking up in some girls car with a half-burnt cigar She calls me her star but I don't know who you are I released an EP that put me bar down shot for shot With everyone at all the parties if i wanted to or not But the wear and tear that November put me on Paints a darker picture that December has drawn Cause my sobriety has reached a point of no return But i need to quit I don't need my mama's concern I don't need anyone worrying about me i need you to do you But you couldn't do me if you flew like i flew damn But let me write this song and crush up another hulk I snort that shit and do my next drug deal in bulk This winter's been nasty tv on to Dr. Fauchi As this trashy bratty baddy moves her panties to call me daddy And I'm not into her she knows but i wont tell her i want the pleasure and she wants a song about her Don't get attached there will be a new one next week I've been craving a freak but she only is a tweak damn Laced pills laced pills but i will take them anyway This road to ecstasy leaves only one getaway How would you feel after a month long xanax bender Just to find out it was fentanyl-laced from a trusted vendor Somebody tell me cause I don't know how to feel Hell I've cheated death twice but that shit only made me real Fake Utah rappers write about a car to steal and pushing rock But i know you and you spend your nights nutting into a sock I'm done being nice and I'm ready for the fame Even if i lose who i am and my friends forget my name I've changed everyone knows I'm not the same I used to be the guy left standing out in the rain My world is my fault and that's forever mine to own but I love the people who listen to my music in there room alone I love the homies i love my family more than i have ever shown You're the reason why i want to sit on this thone damn Welcome to my Mania Welcome to my Mania Welcome to my Mania Mania Welcome to my Mania Welcome to my Mania Huh, it's kinda hard to stay sane When every day is the motherfucking same