Starin' at the Ceilin' (feat. Kmodo & Ra.)

Aye I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking on my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking on my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' Closed eyes don't bring no respite Cause when the lights turned off is when my mind starts to fight A string of thoughts I couldn't catch if I tried it Turning in my bed aint no way I could hide it My girl wakes up, my eyes aint shut still Lie here frustrated at thoughts that I must kill And why do I only stress when I try sleep? Maybe when I lie still then it finds me I can't erase it, my monologue raisin until it speaks over the peace that I'm chasin' I need to smoke but then maybe thats the issue Sit here my pen stains pages I flick through Each thought quickly changes to the next one Split second images its hard just to guess one Stress runs, watch it come as a guest It leaves me longing for the cousin of death Cause its true that I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking on my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking on my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' This illusion of time can have you losing yourself Some days, I don't know what the f*ck to do with myself Should I be moving with stealth, pursuing my wealth Honestly I been cruising through hell if you couldn't tell I went one outs with my ego A battle to the death I'm left chasing where my dreams go No time to sleep so I roll doja Try to rest but roll over Waking up in cold sweats giving death the cold shoulder Man I swear I can't sleep no more Every day I wanna hang up the boots like a phone call But I know my own thoughts tend to be the ones that leave the most harm When the roads dark the keys to play it out like Mozart So I Wait it out cause patience is a virtue I figure out my way around and take it as I learn through this game called life Get your coin and try survive In this race against the clock don't rest its time to grind Yeah thats why I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking at my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking at my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' Straight up What you gonna do with yourself? Wake up You're looking like you're losin' yourself You gotta prove to yourself that you could make it out your cell know Your mind could be a prison live your life get off your cellphone Lost cause Want more but stuck knocking at your front door For one more night that is long gone Your oblong head telling me I've done wrong Nah you fucked it now the loves gone Lust turns to dust and ash I watched it burn and crash You just concerned with cash and the image of the self My intrinsic instinct is in sync Linked with the drink sinked on the brink Like I'm on the verge of my mind I'm tryna figure out all the words that I write You comin' round now we be dispersing the vibes Let me feel it like it is the purpose I write I'm merging these minds out the dark room Sittin' smokin' large doobs Chilling watching cartoons Hoping that we pass you but hope was never part of the strategy And you been living in a fucked up kind of fallacy Jealousy will keep you in the same spot stagnant Can't make moves without breaking all these habits Still remain attractive just call me a magnet I wake up every morning after floating through the rapids Until its all captured I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking on my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' I swear I cant sleep no more Every night I hear stress knocking on my front door I'll show you what I see when my eyes close The shit that I'm feeling Another hour passed just starin' at the ceilin' Straight up What you gonna do with yourself? Wake up You're looking like you're losing yourself You gotta prove to yourself that you could make it out your cell know Your mind could be a prison live your life get off your cellphone