Late Nights

Im lost in my mind talking to the shadows like there my friends Late nights I'm lost in my mind again Talking to the shadows like they're my friends Hoping that the pain will come to an end But it's hard to heal when you can't pretend Every love I had yeah it came and went Left my heart broke now it's barely bent Living on the edge where the angels sent But I keep falling down chasing what it meant I feel the weight it's pulling me under Lightning strikes I'm caught in the thunder Fighting my fears I can't help but wonder Will I find peace or will I go under? I can't hide these scars don't fade Running from my past but it finds my way Tears in the rain let it wash my face Still searching for the sun in this endless gray Too many voices they don't let me breathe Caught in the crossfire of what I believe Love is a weapon cuts deep when it leaves Left a hole in my chest where my heart used to be Pour another cup drown the noise somehow Trying to numb the pain but it screams so loud Praying for the light in this endless cloud But the devil's in the mirror and he's laughing now I can't hide these scars don't fade Running from my past but it finds my way Tears in the rain let it wash my face Still searching for the sun in this endless gray Heart cold like December but the fire won't light Fighting every demon in the dead of the night Voices in my head saying "You'll be alright" But the lies cut deep sharper than a knife I've been walking blind but I feel the cracks Every step forward I'm pulled right back Searching for a way out of this endless track But the weight of my sins keeps me off that path I see flashes of the good times they fade too fast Try to hold on but I can't change the past Lost in the chaos will it ever last? Or is my future just a shadow I can't surpass? I can't hide these scars don't fade Running from my past but it finds my way Tears in the rain let it wash my face Still searching for the sun in this endless gray And if I fall just know I tried Fighting these battles I keep inside A million reasons to say goodbye But I'll keep on living 'til my stars collide