Again

We're walking through a haze. It's a crowded maze of apathy and rage But what's the point of this If we stay any longer Our dreams will fade away Don't get me wrong, I would never go back in time - or play God But is there a way I could earn back that endless sky? I can see it in your eyes Don't give me that look - 'cause, you see You're the last person I need to pity me The sin inside me will always be oppressing Cannot ignore this unbearable suffering I'm sick and tired of feeling as a victim what am I waiting for now? These once blank pages of my notebook Become a plea to regain fallen virtue All this time, I've been running away from my own reality Within the night sky The rest of our short lives Never resting in complacency (This is my wish) Expired chances - but we gotta make it through again 'Cause there's nowhere else to run There's still so much here, a life worth living And with time you'll drown the feeling out (I'M ON THE WAY) Nostalgia's comfort, it disappears into a "now" fury It's not a lack of pride But I know I'm to blame, so I apologize I don't know what to say But I wish I could free the worry from your eyes I carried everything back then, and I will carry everything that's within my reach Though I know that, it's killing me Once more, I close my eyes from the sight But it's all a futile fight, for it's all etched inside my mind Tell me why, why they must repeat lies? Saying we're friends but they'll never know what's inside My heart, burning with a malice for all the sly deception Once fury thorns in your heart The fire's quick to consume you And what comes from those ashes - is your reality Within the night sky The rest of our short lives Never resting in complacency (This is my wish) Expired chances - but we gotta make it through again 'Cause there's nowhere else to run There's still so much here, a life worth living And with time you'll drown the feeling out (I'M ON THE WAY) Be friend or foe I, welcome anyone to challenge me! I am searching for the next door Opening for me a path to the truth We bleed on this path we lead But we cannot turn back, cause our story's begun Open up your eyes - Open your eyes There's still so much here, a life worth living And with time I'll drown the feeling out So, take this damned life And lead me to where I can start over I'll let go of all this pain! We'll live for something as soon as we find it May we come across that future Can you hear me? I'm screaming Expired chances - but we gotta make it through again 'Cause there's no where else to run You take the time, and I thank you for trying To understand this mess I've made of me (I'm on my way) Be friend or foe I, welcome anyone to challenge me!