50 Days, Pt. 2

Again I felt so lost and helpless I knew that I'd done wrong At day 11 I couldn't sleep At 10 I wrote this song Just 8 days ago I thought I wanted to leave I felt more pain in 42 days Than you would even believe Day 7 I got my first tattoo to remind myself I'm strong At day 3 I felt there wasn't a place I even belong Today is day 1 since I felt the pain I thought I'd be alright But at day 1 I can't forget the other 49 Enough to make it through the night Now I sit here And wonder what the next 50 will bring 50 days is a long time to be alone And a short time to lose everything But I'm still here