Good Enough?

I've been waiting for something I've never been content 'til now I know all of my needs aren't in my hands I've surrendered control, anyhow But I'm sitting restless in my bones And I'm really wondering quite why That this attraction to music stirs my soul But the voices inside me pry They say "You're not good enough I don't know why'd you even try You're not good enough So put down the pen and let this die, oh You're all in your head And you're all in your mind When was the last time you saw things right You're not good enough So maybe you should say goodbye" I've listened to others, I've watched and I've learned And the stir in my soul began to wrench and burn Like a hole in my heart I need somebody to fill So I hope and pray for voice to vent and speak and share and prove if I am Good enough Though I don't know why I'd even try Am I good enough Should I drop the pen and let this die, oh I'm all in my head and I'm all in my mind When was the last time I's thinking right? Am I good enough Maybe I should say good- Bye, oh - oh Say good- Bye, oh - oh Say good- Bye, oh - oh Bye-bye oh dear self Oh I know your sly tricks How you crave endless attention And you make me feel sick But I know I'm not my own And it's for Love I'm set free So I don't have to sing these songs To make a meaning of me I'm not good—e—nough So here I go I'ma try I'm not good—e—nough No I won't let this die I'm all in my head and I'm all in my heart And it will not tear me apart 'Cause I don't have to be (Anything but what has made me) Have to be (Comparing endlessly) Have to be Good enough So I tell these thoughts good-bye