Hearts

Hey friends I look into your eyes I see a thousand stars Each individual life I see into your hearts Ok, I'm sorry Please now excuse me I'm timid and shy, and all of these thoughts They tend to abuse me 'Cause when I look around and see A room of hearts shine brilliantly I want to reach out, grab hold of your arms And listen to each every one of your dreams It's a little much you see— Need time to rest and think— I love you all, but don't mind me I'm simply refreshing myself at the sink I might stare off a time or two But I'm lost in thought, stuck in my head Surrounded by hearts in a crowded room It's too much to take, so I shut down instead What do I do with all of you What do I do with all of you What do I do with all of you The weight of hearts is heavy The weight of hearts is heavy In moments of time, certain angles of light You shine so true, you shine so bright And in your light, I Really don't know what to do with mine For these self-analyses (I think social anxiety) Can't bear to stay nor stand to leave So I'll hide in my car and scream What do I do with all of you What do I do with all of you What do I do with all of you The weight of hearts is heavy I was too sad to think to stay awhile Didn't think to stay awhile I overthink my stay awhile I didn't think to rest awhile I was too scared to stay awhile Doesn't help, I already stayed awhile Oh can I stand to love awhile Am I worth my stay awhile But wait The beauty in your person Is written to unfold A uniquely made creation You're a story being told So don't settle for less Don't let any worth devalue Come open yourself up And share with us What do I do with all of you What do I do with all of you What do I do with all of you? (The weight of hearts is heavy) What do I do with all of you (The weight of hearts is heavy) What do I do with all of you The weight of hearts is heavy The weight of hearts is heavy As for what's really got me drained I think there's little to explain I've sought so long and oh, I've longed I just look to others to feel I belong That's all there is, there is no more So I'll lay flat on my back on my bedroom floor Seek out some friends, and get some rest And maybe sometime I'll come 'round and do what I do best