Not Yet

I took a walk to clear my mind Life's going well but I'm not fine I thought I saw her several times today But each time she never looked the same And I'm so afraid To walk over that way And I'm so scared Scared to look her In the eye Friends come and go by life's design How will I know when it's her I find I'm losin' focus, will I come around Is it to indecision that I'm bound 'Cause I'm so afraid To walk over that way And I'm so scared Scared to look her In the eye But I can see so clearly Side by side we'll serve freely We'll live and rest in what we know Our Savior's love, with eyes on home (With our eyes on home) And I've been afraid To walk over her way Cause I've been scared of the past Someday I'll give it a try Someday But not quite yet I'll take a drive to clear my mind Ignore the fires and know I'm fine Cause she's in Your time and not in mine