HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Happy birthday, do you miss me I recall now, the way that you kissed me Back in August, hands on my hips As the sun dipped down, but I didn't mean it I'm playing it back, I hit rewind Did I waste my time I under-react, then call it fine Like I don't mind It's my birthday, and I'm nineteen What a fucked up mess left behind me Getting older, mind is sober Maybe I'll find her, this October Flannel jacket, hands on her hips As the leaves fall, I'll realize I mean it And I'll play it back, how the stars aligned She can waste my time How will they react, when they've been so blind And they'll undermine me Baby, you can't find me, I've been gone for a while Clenching my teeth, through my pageant queen smile You could never see it, I was so docile So take it or leave it, with the sins you've compiled And maybe, your abandonment will save me It's his birthday, does he miss me I forget now, the way that he kissed me