Second Best

We walk in sync I think I'll sink Right into the pavement baby You don't even know to save me Overwhelming thought of maybe I always stare At your short hair It's tussled by the wind again You say it's good to have a friend I never want the walk that end She broke your heart Told me at the park It's where you went on your first date And I just sit and watch and wait Why didn't God just make me straight Your head is on my shoulder I rub your back till it's over I always keep composure But I know you just wanna hold her But I keep my head on your chest And settle for second best Lights off dark room Got up too soon I could hear your heart beating babe But I'm sure it's not in the same way Did it stop when she left that day Give CPR I walk so far So I can have you by my side Although I know you aren't mine I like to just pretend sometimes When your head is on my shoulder I think maybe when we're older The words you say make me colder I hear what you would have told her But I keep my head on your chest And settle for second best Reread her texts I know she left But I just wonder for how long I know she'll miss you now you're gone And I will finally move on