Russell Westbrook

Questioning whether they listen because They love me or because of my music Honestly give me a choice i dont know which I'm choosing Got it right now I hope I never lose it When you say you love me you really mean me Or do you love the person you think i could be It's hard to tell, thats why I keep my squad little no fakes around me Learning to Admit I'm not perfect haven't been that type of person I hope this working all worth it I left my soul in these verses But still the Devil been lurkin He see I'm moving with purpose He sees I'm growing and learning and I know that make him nervous Quit praying for material shit I just want some peace And even tho I never ask 'em they gon me what they think I've been watching people lose their faith in me Like I'm finished as if this the resting place for me Tryna be the big bro for my dawg who never had a brother Tryna give my bro the tools to be the dad his daddy wasn't Tryna buy a crib thats bigger than what I grew up in To keep it real man I'm just tryna be something That's the dream aint it? At what point will ya'll start lookin at me like he made it Fadeaway I'm just dreamshaking, out in North Philly like I'm dreamchasing only hit me up for a belated IF you rocking with you my teammate and I been cheering for you, hope ya'll find yourselves I want to change the world but will I, only time will time will tell? Finally learning I should lower expectations Finally learning love is worth way more than greatness I'm learning that Me is who I'm proud to be Telling me my smoke obnoxious this shit aint that loud to me Shows for sold out crowds the dream and thats the reason I stand out, like even when they're crowding me In private know y'all laughed at me but now y'all tryna laugh w me You chose your side so this how this shit has to be I don't want commercials flights want planes with private cabins please They say "Cael you sound like Mac to me or Cael you sound Jack to me," what you sayin behind my back Will always come right back to me They wont validate greatness til greats acknowledge it Learned to trust the process because we still got a lot to get Tryna spread some hope because I know its a rarity Sometimes I smoke alone so I can find me some clarity Don't know when death coming so I'm always running on the hustle I hit the gym now I been putting on a lil muscle Tryna blame me for their shortcomings like Russell I'm the same me I had an off year but thats nothing But that's nothing But thats nothing