Letter to TT

Oh man I really miss your smile Remember back at church our conversations as a child But I won't let this tear me down I gotta think about how your soul is happy now But I'm steadily wishing That he's bringing you back oh Cause you became my sister so dis one hit different It hurts I can't be with you now Everyday I wake up pray for all of my family Not just for my blood but for my church and the ones in between There's so many that's going somehow it all seems make believe Until I try to call them and all I hear is answer machines Had to fight my tears after the things I read that was on FB Just getting off of work had to call my unc to confirm what I've seen Thinking that's the end cause man it hurt but all the tears won't run still And then I heard Keep going It sounds like you I'm dumb filled But I can't imagine how yo aunt feel I know this pain is unreal It's probably so bad because she's getting all these cold chills But she is standing strong that's how I know that God is so real Man he knows how to cope wit yo feels I know you are up there wit yo momma So do me a favor and please look over yo auntie yeah Cause I know she lost her momma She lost her sister and the only niece that's from her You had your goals and I'm still praying for the best for you I'm sad I can't go to church and go sit next to you I just text you last week to see if yo head was cool Then you gone in few days now I feel miserable I want this pains to go away but I can't be so impatient Sometimes the healing won't come real quick but you will make it The good die young she was good glad she could make it To Heaven but she gone and it hit me hard like a head trip Oh man I really miss your smile Remember back at church our conversations as a child But I won't let this tear me down I gotta think about how your soul is happy now Now I'm steadily wishing That he's bringing you back oh Cause you became my sister so dis one bit different It hurt I can't be with you now This ones parts for the paster of the youth Please keep on living on your truth I know it's hard but you can do it Miracles happen and you here as proof Show there's a God that will protect you first Tell 'em to put all their faith into works More blessings are coming the ones you deserve I love you I'm sorry you're sad and you're hurt