My Mind

Listen here kid your future's gonna be alright You don't gotta keep a beam even if life isn't so bright People gone look down on you and hurt you bad to change yo life But look how the stars shine brightest in the darkest nights Sometimes you may have to fight even for no reason I Can't even pretend surprise you been through thing some can't survive Abuse the hatred and the lies now you don't even know who's nice Living away from family took a big toll on to life You thinking that it's bad that you're different Nah that means you're special they're normal you're gifted Demons may swarm you you're anointed and lifted I thank God everyday keeping me going and living I know these rappers prolly wanna come and just kill me If not then they will once I step in da building The most high he the one saving and healing Shoot me cause even if I die I'm still living I don't got no friends honestly I'm the realest One day my song will have you punch through the ceiling While everyone else is at parties and thrilling I'm still trying to find out where are my feelings Everybody go through some pain but recently Every single bit of pain been teaching me Sometimes I get annoyed hearing the same old thangs preached to me But I learned how to react when I see how sharks and leeches be Yeah I group up in the church rapping on stage lyrically But with the type of world we got man i don't think y'all hearing me Guns, knives, you name it don't put no fear in me It the cold season y'all are leaving won't let you back when I get that green My next step thank Pastor Yvette when I turn 18 I joined 180 One day I was stressed won't feeling best until the word that she sent me Told me to be lifted use gift of the spirit I needed it bad cause college change me Now I'm trying my best and watch all my steps and do what I do so I can succeed Never ever have felt this making music some relevance They yelling and cursing and barking a chirping but dat ain't my type they ain't needed here Okay maybe I should slow it down some that some of y'all can hear me clear Don't tell me how to drive if you playing games and don't know how to steer I praise him more and more To me this whole song was surprising I saw I was at the deep end so I decided to dive in Up all night writing lyrics I am so sleep deprived and Are they gone be happy I'm alive or upset cause I'm drowning This life has different levels so pass one and keep on striving My grandma lead me the right way and right now she still driving I'm going nowhere if you're looking from the outside But you always see the rain fall but how much you see it rising Now I praise him more and more