Be Okay (feat. Eddie Nicx)

I dedicate this to anyone that's ever lost someone My heart goes out to you I was made in the image of something stronger than the problem I'm going thru I burn trees to feed the soil for something new Tears become fuel for the fire within in you Tell the voices in your head none of them lies are true Used to let it consume me Cuz anger and sadness can be confusing It was really myself that would abuse me I chose to no longer let it use me I'm picking myself up & telling myself it's ok Whatever happened in the past it's a brand new day Pain turned into passion my trauma birthed this therapy At the top they say it's lonely can't nobody share this air with me Clarity the time at the bottom was momentarily But getting letting go such a rarity So I smile Living for the ones who ain't here right now Getting outta bed and saying this out loud Ima be ok If not then tomorrow is a brand new day Even tho I wake up and wanna call on Phae I lost my soul so it's hard for me to call on faith Then I hear your voice in my ear Telling me you near Andd I don't ever have to fear then I know Ima be ok If not then tomorrow is a brand new day I used to say that no one hurts me like me No wonder when I look in the mirror an enemy is all I see So close to making family post RIP Thinking this is just all I'll be then it dawned on me I couldnt let myself fall into the hole My kids need a father I can't abandon my role My parents need their son my siblings need they brother Had to swallow my pride and tell em we all need each other Those who wronged me I forgive Your life ain't the one I gotta live I just can't take on the burden of hating you I got too many sins to cleanse Used to think that my flaws made me worthless Til I taught myself it's ok cuz no one's perfect I Wish years ago I learned this I wasn't sure before but now I'm certain Ima be ok If not then tomorrow is a brand new day