Portrayer of Emotions

She said that she loves him But loving him is slime He said he'll come by two Didn't show till five I don't know why you crying Like you didn't know his type Or you didn't know his style Ends up making promises but you know that he slied She can't trust a man since daddy had to sly Her brother already died So she looks within she see the pain inside So vanity in sight She feeling pain inside So vanity she eyes She feeling pain inside So it's vanity she eyes Feel the pain inside So it's vanity in sight She feeling pain inside So it's vanity she eyes Yeah Then she met me a different kind of guy I feel the pain inside Lost a homie... f*ck it yeah he died He said some things to me That made me feel alive RIP to Michael but you never gonna die If I end up singing on a stage I'll think back to high school when we had That rap group How I'm filled with grace Could have been you rapping on the stage Could have been me laying in that grave I'm thankful for his grace I feel the pain inside Feel the pain inside There were times were I Had to get high Just to numb the pain Feel it deep inside Things are killing me And some I cannot hide That's enough remorse I'm through with that department Let me make you laugh I'm good in that department Girl don't try to front I'm hood in that department I could make her pass out Like a fucking pamphlet I'm good in that department So I straighten her out She tell me she's into girls But I was laying her out Girl let me show you life's finer segment Let's make arrangements Won't put you on stand Like court dates let's make arraignments It's going to be a rainy night girl you bout to wet the pavements See your last man is dead But I'm dedicated Well Inept on the literal side I'm educated Spiritual healing let this green leave you levitated You's a fine thing I'm confiscating Pull your legs apart like I'm elaborating Rappers are grinning They don't like the style that he's bringing They talk top five but whose actually in it Whose actually winning Whose fighting for women And who fighting for pussy They ain't the same thing Real rap but they wanna hear the lame sing Paper chase and clout it ain't the same thing None of the above is what I'm aiming Can I get an amen Yeah so I'm a rapper I'm an artist But like I don't wanna be boxed you know Like I don't I don't wanna be boxed in I'm a ra... I'm a portrayer of emotions That's what I do So if they ask do you rap do you sing I just say I portray emotions you know