Riot (feat. Kagedimes)

I’m not feeling inspired I’m dying inside I’m crying inside I’m trying to try There's a lot on my mind My mind is a riot Whose in the jungle It’s a wolf and a lion I’m not feeling inspired I’m dying inside I’m crying inside I’m trying to try I need to open my mind to the blessings I got Getting so worried I’m losing the plot Caesar is king You must be stupid for thinking I’m not Ignoring the girls that give me they heart I’m still Indulging the thots Lonely road to the top She is my bottom but she give me top Who do I run to I just got robbed by the cops Who do you turn to When all your friends ain’t friendly enough I’ve had enough I’m calling quits I cannot quit I got the guts I got the wits I can’t help feeling lonely as shit Investing In Life and it’s only a bitch I got a girl in college Selling nudes making profit Infact I got a couple of those I’m still on road Most of my niggas is rogue She just a bird I let her fly She got desires I’m not feeling inspired I’m dying inside I’m crying inside I’m trying to try My mind is a riot My mind is a riot There's a lot on my mind My mind is a riot I’m dying inside I’m trying to try I'm crying in silence There's a lot on my mind My mind is a riot Not feeling inspired I'm dying inside I'm I’m trying to try My mind is a riot There's a lot on my mind My mind is a riot I'm feeling inspired I'm dying inside I'm not trying to try Feel like I lost my way All the steps that I can’t retrace And that’s how I know im broken Cos I can’t even stand my face Bigger smiles when one in pain Im out bare chest in the rain Let the angels scream my name The demons say what I could not say 4 Months with doctor C Thought there was hope in therapy All in the name of love nearly didn’t invest in me Didn’t look for the best in me When i thought they showing interest me Now I can’t even grip my pen, scribble and struggle incessantly I know I’m best the indeed I know what’s next for the rest of me Maybe I cut all the ties with a shock electricity I’m Thor when the hammer on me On pen I’m more like Socrates They said life’s good with ps But here I am and it sucks to be My mind is a riot I’m dying inside I’m trying to try I'm crying in silence There's a lot on my mind My mind is a riot Not feeling inspired I'm dying inside I'm I’m trying to try My mind is a riot There's a lot on my mind My mind is a riot I'm feeling inspired I'm dying inside I'm not trying to try