Addicted

Take me back Take me way back Take me back Take me way back Back to the night I slept in my mommas car Back to the night I definitely took it too far Wish I can take it back and never went in your backyard Lucky I didn’t face a charge and get put behind bars All the shit I did I wish I didn’t disregard I got addicted to the feeling that the pain wasn’t a part Out late night smoking with my friend at Wheatfield park Just a kid acting a fool wish I didn’t play the part But I did and now I got regrets that fill my heavy heart And now I don’t know what to do with this addiction, it’s so dark Might as well put a price on my head cause I’m a mark Took the pain away for a moment but it left a nasty scar Uh, but that’s not what’s defining me, I’m a make it out this trench Mistakes is what you find in me, lately I’ve been a mess You can never confide in me, cause I never confess There’s this other side of me, that I think I needa address, so Take me back to the days I never smoked a cart Take me way back to the ways before a broken heart Take me back to the nights I never touched a drink Take me way back to the times this shit was obsolete I got addicted to the pain got addicted to these scars I got addicted to the change that made me who I are I got addicted to the high got addicted to the green I got addicted to the life I never thought I‘d meet I got addicted and got conflicted with all these memories I got addicted to the person I thought I’d never be I’m sorry you had to witness the person I thought you’d never see But f*ck it I got addicted to the feeling that’s my energy The only times I was happy was when I was on a bag Tell me how long do you think the good times really last I’ll be dead before I see the day I escape my past I’ll be damned if I see the day you let me go back, so Take the pain away f*ck it Ima just stay sober It’s been a mountain I’m climbing up pushing up a boulder Hit rock bottom so the only way up is getting closer Take me way back before the days I was ever a stoner A loaner, a choker, before the days I told her Before the times the rush in my system wasn’t solar I’m older, bipolar, so everything’s a roller coaster Before the times I had where I could ever hold her I’m colder now than I ever was so call me Jack Frost Paid my own dues but it came at what cost See the shit I did that night and look at what I lost So take me back to the days where I was getting blocked Uh, but that’s not what’s defining me, I’m a make it out this trench Mistakes is what you find in me, lately I’ve been a mess You can never confide in me, cause I never confess There’s this other side of me, that I think I needa address, so Take me back to the days I never smoked a cart Take me way back to the ways before a broken heart Take me back to the nights I never touched a drink Take me way back to the times this shit was obsolete I got addicted to the pain got addicted to these scars I got addicted to the change that made me who I are I got addicted to the high got addicted to the green I got addicted to the life I never thought I‘d meet Take me back Take me way back Take me back Take me way back