Best Friend

I was always lost but you make me feel found You were there to help me when I was underground Being my support to get me on my feet again You did more than anyone, just being a friend And I’m sorry that I left and we grew apart The distance between us is making this so hard And I wish I could be in your life again But if not I’m hoping you can forgive me for my sins Okay, I wanna reach out to you but I can’t find the words I’m sorry for guilt tripping you when I was feeling hurt The blame wasn’t on you I was stupid to think it’d work And now I’m laying on this couch, jotting down this verse I wish you the best and I’m hoping you’re doing good Wanna reconnect when I get back in the neighborhood Don’t want any trouble with your boyfriend, it’s all good But I didn’t tell you sooner now I’m thinking I probably should I fell for you the first night we cuddled at the pool But I always thought a friend is all I was to you Thought you didn’t feel the same, or maybe you felt it too Thought everything was good, but it wasn’t the best for you I got all I ever wanted and yet I wanna come over Hoping one day you’ll forgive me and this will all blow over Get this off my chest, I’m needing a bit of closure Then I sent that text, this is what I told her (I said) You did a lot for me, I can’t thank you enough Back when you did it all for me, I’ll never lose the love These nights I keep losing sleep, we hadn’t talked in months Wish that night on Halloween, we hadn’t given up But that’s okay, that’s okay it’s all on me (All on me) And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting (Daunting) I’m hoping one day we get back again (Back again) I’m sorry that I let you down as my best friend Said that’s okay, that’s okay it’s all on me (All on me) And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting (Daunting) I’m hoping one day we get back again (Back again) Cause right now I’m needing my best friend (Best Friend) Rewind the clock and just hit reset You pulled me from the depths of hell where I thought I was dead You saw me at my lowest and you saw me at my highest And the kinda love we had will forever be priceless Still miss those nights I’d come over to watch Shameless You saw my true colors, I’m sorry you saw that painting Nothing in this world I would give to have you traded There will never be another you could be replaced with And your mother, like a second mom Give her a kiss for me, from her second son Wish I was around more, I was only down the block From the bridge to the hill, both of our hangout spots Yeah, I apologize for sneaking in your backyard You believed I’ll achieve life’s goals like a superstar I made mistakes I wanna take back, so here’s a start I’m hoping you hear this and know it’s from the heart You did a lot for me, I can’t thank you enough Back when you did it all for me, I’ll never lose the love These nights I keep losing sleep, we hadn’t talked in months Wish that night on Halloween, we hadn’t given up But that’s okay, that’s okay it’s all on me (All on me) And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting (Daunting) I’m hoping one day we get back again (Back again) I’m sorry that I let you down as my best friend Said that’s okay, that’s okay it’s all on me (All on me) And its so strange, this whole thing is daunting (Daunting) I’m hoping one day we get back again (Back again) Cause right now I’m needing my best friend (Best Friend) I was always lost but you make me feel found You were there to help me when I was underground And I wish I could be in your life again But if not I’m hoping you can forgive me for my sins