Orphan

Lately I’ve been feeling all alone Lately I’ve been on my own With nowhere to go nowhere to call home Wanna run away on an open road Wanna leave and go from coast to coast Do my own thing and say f*ck what I know Wanna leave and never pick up my phone Lately I’ve been feeling all alone I know I disappointed you, wasn’t my intension I know you’re mad at me, wasn’t what I intended Lately I don’t know what’s going on in my head I’ve just been left with all these questions Who am I gonna be what am I doing with my life How do I fix this why am I wrong and never right When will I be happy why don’t I just leave Why does it seem like this battle is so hard to fight Lately my life’s been a little distorted I’m alive but my soul has been laying dormant Maybe I wasn’t right for the family I was born in Maybe y’all be better off if I was an orphan, cause Lately I’ve been feeling all alone Lately I’ve been on my own With nowhere to go nowhere to call home Wanna run away on an open road Wanna leave and go from coast to coast Do my own thing and say f*ck what I know Wanna leave and never pick up my phone Lately I’ve been feeling all alone Maybe God’s got a plan for me, I’m not so sure I’m just not that religious Grams, maybe I can’t be cured Tell me how much more of this shit can I endure Every time I try to fix myself, I always end up worse Man I know you wanted a better son but I just ain’t him Yeah I know you wanna see me happy but I just ain’t it And I know you don’t support my music you think it ain’t shit Damn F*ck Lately my life’s been a little distorted I’m alive but my soul has been laying dormant Maybe I wasn’t right for the family I was born in Maybe y’all be better off if I was an orphan, cause Lately I’ve been feeling all alone Lately I’ve been on my own With nowhere to go nowhere to call home Wanna run away on an open road Wanna leave and go from coast to coast Do my own thing and say f*ck what I know Wanna leave and never pick up my phone Lately I’ve been feeling all alone How can I talk to someone who doesn’t wanna listen How can I be alive if I’m not even living Tried to open up but maybe I’ll just be distant Ain’t a home if it’s feeling more like a prison How can I talk to someone who doesn’t wanna listen How can I be alive if I’m not even living Tried to open up but maybe I’ll just be distant Ain’t a home if it’s feeling more like a prison