Panic

It´s been a year And i thought that all my thoughts were gone They disappeared Never came back for so long I dont wanna say that i have feelings for you But when i think about you sometimes i still think that i do And now im older and feel bad about the things that i sued you for, dont get it no more And i hold nothing against you, that you left me was the best thing for your life For me as well, cause we ruined each other Even though im over you I get nervous every time That i hear a single word about you Hearing that you´re fine I am happy for you, i really am But can´t help the pain i feel Cause these Panic attacks inside my brain Are thinking about you still My stomachs twisting when i´m hearing your name And nearly vomit when i see a picture, showing your face Cause you look happy, relaxed and beautiful And I get angry cause you didnt when i was with you But trust me, its dangerous You know that im anxious We fought for so long But we couldnt get past this State of broken hearts Dont know where it fell apart Wondering if you feel the same Hear my name, and get the pain That you felt the time we were together Both getting insane Even though im over you I get nervous every time That i hear a single word about you Hearing that you´re fine I am happy for you, i really am But can´t help the pain i feel Cause these Panic attacks inside my brain Are thinking about you still