Current state

My current state has been currency, I hade to pick up and scrape an a emergeny// If I only knew my fate for every little mistake would I ever been pushing knowing it was hurting me// It was like I was bench pressing building the kids flex While they was talking that shit I was loading that smith and western// Living through cold time in the heat in the Midwest// So right now man it’s go time, on you marks I was getting set// I’ve been living on the edge so close to death So close to power so close to lead// So close to a trigger being pull on a scene I fled// So close to shots being pop and me being dead// Yea rather it’s streets or these beats if it’s beef then it’s beef/// If you think I’m scared dawg when you catch me we will see// I’m simply just a g I pray to god for the faith I’m thinking him for letting me live this way Aye Hook, I’ve been looking at my past I kind of did come up, I got a daughter being born I kind of did want one// It’s wasn’t plan but I understand a man is gotta be a man// Smoking grams I was on one and oh um// I thank god for the laughter and tears because I struggle for years// From the bottom I couldn’t look at the stairs Because my momma had her problems and my brothers did years// And I was still fucking robbing trying to cop me some gear// So I pick up got back up, clicked up had back up Set up shop and Crashed it, it was fucked up and didn’t last much// And that I looked back, at every nigga who past us/ Cash under the mattress with my gat tucked in my back bra// Looking at the stash box everything should add up// Looking like a bag plus I had a bag that match up// Rolling up that gas with a empty tank Music video scheme I go in for a interview The interviewer asked me questions about my life even while the whole time he’s visioning me robbing somebody maybe evening killing some one before I came to the interview. All the while I’ve been hustling, looking for jobs trying to take care of my daughters while trying to be a independent entrepreneur I’m rapping my lyrics too him trying to get him to understand the felonies Twist in the plot I thought I wouldn’t get the job I end up getting it getting the money using on real-estate with my shorty right next to me Then the video will go into me the family video