Unapologetically Me

I chose the Quill Instead of the blade to my wrist Stared at that knife until I promised myself I wouldn't give in Everything moves slow When you're down in the gloom How does one get this low? My mind don't shut up I've always got something to write down Caffeinated Elf Melodic, Cryptic, Poetic, Chaotic Unapologetically me Words don't hurt Because I know I can do much worse You think I don't criticize myself? By 6am I'll be up to the twelfth Thoughts are something I started to collect It became so hoarded I had to dissect And reconstruct The misfortunes of my life have been my fuel Creating music has been the only thing that wasn't futile It's been a blessing to find all those who are also beautifully unusual To all of you I thank for trusting in me And feeling everything with me My mind don't shut up I've always got something to write down Caffeinated Elf Melodic, Cryptic, Poetic, Chaotic Unapologetically me Words don't hurt Because I know I can do much worse You think I don't criticize myself? By 6am I'll be up to the twelfth Thoughts are something I started to collect It became so hoarded I had to dissect And reconstruct Everything moves slow When you're down in the gloom How does one get this low? My mind don't shut up I've always got something to write down Caffeinated Elf Melodic, Cryptic, Poetic, Chaotic Unapologetically me