Breaking My Fall

Again I wake up to face up to all that I caused I am so chastened to say that you're breaking my fall You have to clean up the mess that is me all unsure I don't know how you can keep on breaking my fall Let's say for argument's sake that I stopped keeping score What would you say to the faces that scream it's my fault? Nightmares in dark places scratching at all of your sores Useless, I'm shapeless, I reach out for you as I fall Every time that I crawl You answer my call I just stand there in awe As you break every fall I want to hear that you're near to me each time I call I need to see that you can decipher my scrawl Mark on my arm all the harm my stupidity caused Arms flailing, I'm failing, calling to you as I fall Every time that I crawl You answer my call I just stand there in awe As you break every fall