is it real?

I don't think you care how I feel I don't think you care how I I don't think you care how I feel Like, tell me is it Is it real? Like, I've been living life off a pill Cause that's the only way that I feel right feel right Devil said "You're gonna sign the deal right?" Feels right. God right there "You're gonna grab the wheel right? wheel right?" Damn I'm sober and I barely realized this is real life I don't even know how we got right here! Tryna do me dirty baby. Stop right there! Promised you won't hurt me But you just don't care So I take pills to the brain like! (uh-huh!) Numb the pain right? (uh-huh!) Told you about the older bitches you're the same right? (uh-huh!) I can't wait up if it's drama and the same fight.(uh-huh!) So what's wrong? Told me I did everything right(uh-huh!) Said you needed time (uh) Told you that's alright (uh-huh!) Now were standing right here tryna change up our momentum (Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah!) I don't think you care how I feel Like, Tell me is it Is it real? Like, I've been living life off a pill Cause that's the only way That I feel right feel right Devil said "You're gonna sign the deal right?" Feels right. God right there "You're gonna grab the wheel right? wheel right?" Damn I'm sober and I barely realized this is real life I don't even know how we got right here Tryna do me dirty baby stop right there Promised you won't hurt me But you just don't care