Out Loud

With angry wings, I flew out of that town I promised you I'd never turn around Cocaine buzz and a caffeine high Open all the windows under midnight skies With angry wings, I flew out of that town Chasing down a dream Like a shadow in the breeze From a thousand miles away Wish you were right in front of me Man, I really messed up now Too afraid to say it out loud I can barely breathe, who'm I tryin' to be? I'm still tryin' to figure it out Man, I really messed up now Clipped those wings and I came back home Tried my best just to carry on Stick-and-poke tattoos meant nothin' to me As far as east to west and not a memory Mm, mm Man, I really messed up now Too afraid to say it out loud I can barely breathe, who'm I tryin' to be? I'm still tryin' to figure it out Am I too proud to say it out loud? Chasing down a dream Like a shadow in the breeze From a thousand miles away Wish you were still in front of me I don't wanna mess up now Too afraid to say it out loud I can barely breathe, who'm I tryin' to be? I'm still tryin' to figure it out Man, I really messed up now