Questions to Myself

I got questions to myself In my everyday routine Will I write another verse Will l make it be unique Should I leave aside the weed? Are the drugs controlling me? Is it a necessity? Will it take the best of me? Will I stop this hate with my reasons, I'll act like a treason Cuz bitches stab me once per season, Then they acting like Jesus Telling me you was the reason, Said she's saint but she's demon Feasting on feelings from people, Lonely people like me, who get attached real quick Oh, the scars are so deep And sometimes I weep, until I fall asleep, in my skin of a black sheep Off to the point when I'm cheap, And I creep too much in my thoughts My suicidal thoughts F*ck depression, Issa hoax And am questioning myself What's the point in doing that If i ever want to try that Question to myself Is this my reality Question to myself What's the meaning of life you see Question to myself What's life without goals you see Question to myself Question to myself Question to myself Question to myself Is it worth the wealth? Is it worth the wealth? How much is a soul worth If I sold you my own would you owe me my own birth Is it something that you don't earn We were born with a halo and horn in a cold world And armed with a voice and choice to do the right thing So if it don't feel right within You can fight the sin How do I embrace the fame and remain the same No labels, no chains I shy away for the same reason you came I mean I don't do the social apps or streaming stats But if I screamed at cats Would they believe my raps Jheeze How far can the truth go Is it easier to swallow if I combine it with a cute flow And some sweet poetry Maybe you'll then notice me Just a sinner on a soapbox Screaming at the world that the light glimmers behind roadblocks But they only look up Long enough to avoid the dimming and the flicker of their phone lock But I can't rap just for rap's sake There has to be something at stake There has to be a message you'll take There has to be a wall I break And I' ma show you all the way And talk on the fact we've abandoned our faith And I don't expect you to think the same It's the outspoken man that will bring about change I' ma speak from my heart and let the truth be told So that selling my art will be selling my soul Question to myself Question to myself Question to myself Is this my reality Question to myself What's the meaning of life you see Question to myself What's life without goals you see Question to myself Question to myself Question to myself Is this my reality Question to myself What's the meaning of life you see Question to myself What's life without goals you see Question to myself Question to myself