Soul Searching (Produced by Tone Jonez)

(Sigh) I keep working I keep trying Got to take it one day at a time Lord just be with me Forgive me for the sins I committed And the ones I'm about to commit (Un, un) 2011 Moved out to Vegas Eight years later I was eight years faded (whoa) Blurred memories Too much Hennessey Drinking spirit after spirit They be haunting me mentally (ahh) Mind blown I'm stoned on the highway Devil got his soul that's what my mom think Shake it off I can't let it get to me Fighting off these demons Pray that God protects me spiritually (Jesus) Living in the city of sinning Juicing and jinning Every day's a gamble Either lose or you winning (yeah yeah yeah) Watch out for them loose women They'll leave a nigga fucked off I know hoes professionally Jerk u till ya shit soft (whoa) Buy you drink Slip you a roofie Let it dissolve Take ya life savings Only leave you wit some blue balls (Yeah yeah yeah) Overall It's money over all Don't know how to play this game Then don't even get involved boy Forgive me Lord I'm just a sinner Sojourning soul searching A billion deep lost sheep (whoa) Sojourning soul searching (yeah yeah yeah) Cause after all I'm just a sinner Sojourning soul searching (whoa) Knocking at Pharaoh's door Let my people go Lusting for a fat ass knot That's real pudgy Man I got a bad ass chick That don't judge me Even in the worst of times She still love me (ahh) Put only God above her Only Him above me (yeah yeah yeah) And that's real talk Life's a game of Tunk to me Play the cards I'm dealt And try to watch out for the fuckery (whoa) Drink I drown my sorrows Tryin' to overcome my anger problems (oh) Too much pride for therapy I tell myself that I can solve them (Yeah yeah yeah) Alcoholic Vicious cycle like a revolving door Three weeks sober (whoa) Week four I'm drinking even more I can't stand it But damnit I relapsed again (whoa) Begging for forgiveness Three days later taking shots wit friends (Yeah yeah yeah) Thinking that I changed Suffocating in a pile of sin Tryin' to shake the funk Pray that things get better in the end (exhale) (Whoa) Damn My bad I needed oxygen (yeah yeah yeah) Forgive me Lord I'm just a sinner Sojourning soul searching (whoa) A billion deep lost sheep (whoa) Sojourning soul searching (yeah yeah) (Yeah yeah yeah) Cause after all I'm just a sinner Sojourning soul searching (whoa) (Oh) Knocking at Pharaoh's door Let my people go (Yeah yeah yeah) (Let my people go, whoa) (Oh) (Yeah yeah yeah)