Not Tryna Talk (feat. ShlumpyDior)

Sitting in a room filled with darkness Feeling like I died I'm in a coffin And depression hit my line, it's calling But I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk And it happen often Tryna get my mind right but I lost it Demons hit my line and they be calling But I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk Said I don't wanna talk Throw my feelings out the window, Imma put them in a watch, yeah Diamonds on me shining but the pressure never stop Got these demons watching over me, I only see the fog Got a map up in my hands but I swear that I am lost Calling Dora like I'm Boots, baby sorry but I'm lost, yeah Have you seen the news baby I lost to the drugs I've been on the drugs baby Cuz nobody wanna love Nobody wanna love I lost to the drugs babe Sitting in a room filled with darkness Feeling like I died I'm in a coffin And depression hit my line, it's calling But I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk And it happen often Tryna get my mind right but I lost it Demons hit my line and they be calling But I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk I know that I should be okay I should just fake it and continue with a happy face And now I'm going through the motions and I can't escape And I be trying to be patient but its hard to wait Goddamn it Yeah I feel so abandoned And these drugs that I be taking my companion And the pain that I be feeling can be so hard to imagine, yeah Can be so hard to imagine But its cool cuz it happen all the time And I'm trying to get better but the answers hard to find I'ma tell you that I'm better but I promise I'm not fine Said I promise I'm not fine Sitting in a room filled with darkness Feeling like I died I'm in a coffin And depression hit my line, it's calling But I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk And it happen often Tryna get my mind right but I lost it Demons hit my line and they be calling But I'm not tryna talk No I'm not tryna talk