Miss You

I really, really need you I don't know what to do I'm so, so confused I really miss you Still hear your voice in the silence of the night Gone but forgotten, still fighting that light Memories fade but pain never really leaves Wishing you were here, that's hard to believe Every day's a struggle just trying to move on But what's really wrong in the head of John Echoes of laughter and visions of your smile Keep me strong when I gotta walk that lonely mile I really need you I don't know what to do I'm so, so confused I really miss you Another year gone but the grief's still fresh Living in your absence is life's heavy test They say time heals but they don't know this pain Tear it at falls, it's like calling out your name Looking at old photos, moments frozen in time Wish you were here to see me in my prime But I know you're watching from a better place Got me through the darkness with your endless grace Every bead I drop is dedicated to you I hope these words somehow make it through To the heavens above where you now reside Your presence is with me when you're walking by my side Until we meet again, I'll keep holding on strong You're the melody in every single song Till then, I'll keep your memory close to my soul You're the reason why I'll never lose control I really need you I don't know what to do I'm so, so confused I really miss you