'91 Memoirs

Yeah one of the good things About fatherhood man Is the feeling that you have When you know you bout To have a child somebody That comes from you That will belong to you That will listen to you That will follow you And I had that in this one here My oldest boy Cash rodgers Man he came into the world Held me down fifty hours baby Put this in perspective I was out here running round Living oh so reckless White chalk white sheets Bodies on them stretchers Oh five running round with Kev In the ghetto true rags to riches Yeah you gotta know the levels Nigga my pops just turned 50 And my mom up next All different walks of life Still steps towards death Reap the rewards we was destined Sharp mind and thick skin Make the deadliest weapons Lost my cuz in 2012 I ain't been right since If I ever find who did it I gotta take that risk Yeah I gotta ride The pain inside won't allow me Ever let it slide No moral victories Had a trouble youth Touch the sky Like my hundreds blue Repeated fits Nigga it ain't nothing new Raise the bar always 100 proof Kicking doors the only time My dawgs ever thought Of breaking through Criminal intent Lead to these events I think God blocked my number Call him again and again Disgusted but f*ck it Times was really hard On my boulevard Cooking in the booth Check what he brew Like a synagogue Toasting with the mob We come from humble beginnings No fairy tale life sucks Ain't no happy ending get it It's either get left Or make shit right What's the cost of my freedom They can name their price Stay low and mind my business Like I work in telepathy Heartless what is love If my peace is always in jeopardy Yeah I'm two blocks from hell A long way from them pearly gates Trying to be a better man But they won't let me to elevate It's all good man like I said 50 hours to get here But now he's 30 years in And I'm very proud of him My son ain't have to be In the streets held down A job graduated from school Went to college a little bit But most of all picked up The trade of what runs through Our dna this music I'm very proud of you boy Keep doing it never give up Dreams are dreams But you wake up so you choose If you going to be great or not Cash rodgers y'all Gang rockers