Black Sheep

So much pain I’ve felt in my life The wrongs I’ve done To get right Yet I go hard But I’m so scarred So scarred So scarred All the truth That flow through this mic I’m really showing my life Yet I go hard But I’m so scarred So scarred So scarred All the people That gave up on me Whoever Treated my existence As a luxury Don’t you dare Show your face When things look up for me Authentic I don’t keep fakes in my company Nah See these wounds Never healed They run deep Family feuds Getting aired out Like slow leaks As solid as they come How could you do this To your son Turn your back on your own Mom defines a day one I mean since birth You treated me as curse You take for granted The time We share up on this earth So tell me What’s your beef with me Secretly You envy me Cause I kept chasing my dream You spent ya life settling Not one for sharing But holding this Is such a burden see The pen bleed urgently When nothing else Encourage me Yeah up in this one life I’ve seen so much death That’s why I blow loud And stay quiet as kept So much pain I‘ve felt in my life The wrongs I’ve done To get right Yet I go hard But I’m so scarred So scarred So scarred All the truth That flow through this mic I’m really showing my life Yet I go hard But I’m so scarred So scarred So scarred Don’t agree with how happened But my city made me Tryna keep four pockets full Like I’m Lil Baby Said she all I need F*ck these hoes I’m entertaining Told her she ain’t the only one But right now she my favorite Yeah yeah Honestly I’ve been grinding daily Going crazy It’s apart of me Outchea tryna make it Time sacred Hoe don’t bother me Gotta stand for something Beg for nothing Need no pardon see Authentic No fraud in me Bet it Put it all on me Now look how we made it How rapping all these years Then changed my situation Them niggas foul We keep balling like continuation It didn’t happen over night It took some time and patience Nowadays I’m probably counting up Or in the stu on my own Get a hit Like home runs Cause nigga I’m gone Real nigga Chasing figures All about my plus and minuses Locked in Tryna win Gotta fulfill all my promises