In My Ways

I've been through so much and all this pain won't go away Lately, I've been stuck up in my head and in my ways Lately, I've been thinking that some shit might stay the same Like, tell me why you did it, tell me why you had to change Put my feelings in a wood and smoke away the pain You could've had it all, but you switched up for the fame Free my brother locked up in a cage in them chains Deep down in my body where the empathy remains I'ma go far, I'ma climb to new heights Heart hella cold like I put it on ice I was just myself, but that couldn't suffice If life's a fucking gamble, then I'm rolling the dice Maybe it's my fault, cause I should've saw it coming I'm riding by my dolly, trusting no bitch for nothing They all just wanna hate, but I got everyone jumping Living in paranoia, I might hop out, get to dumping Lately, I've been balling, bitch, I'm balling like kawhi F*ck the ones who hating, middle finger to the sky My soul it be burning, see a fire in my eyes R.I.P. to fallen angels screaming to the skies I've been through so much and all this pain won't go away Lately, I've been stuck up in my head and in my ways Lately, I've been thinking that some shit might stay the same Like tell me why you did it, tell me why you had to change Put my feelings in a wood and smoke away the pain You could've had it all, but you switched up for the fame Free my brother locked up in a cage in them chains Deep down in my body where the empathy remains