HIDEOUS (feat. YUNG XAN$ & $moke Crack Jack)

All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it Woke up with the chills, popped some pills that I threw aside Whole crew was tight - ain't no fights, we was unified Bigg Homie called the cell like, "What's the deal? We need you to slide" "To $moke Crack Jack's crib," said, "XAN$, I think that it's a suicide" I'm like, "What the f*ck?" Got my stuff, hopped up in my ride Don't think this a drill, but I can't watch another homie die I get to the spot - housing project on the south side Saw a trail of blood leading to a fuckin' gun inside Soon as I stepped in, I was motherfuckin' horrorstruck Ear-piercing screams and the floor is sprayed with blood 'n' guts Open up the door to where I heard the screams coming from Homie's still alive, but his face was motherfucking mush Grabbed a T-shirt - wrapped it 'round his fuckin' skull like, "F*ck" Blood was still gushing, but - on gang - I'm never giving up Got him in my ride, we sped off into the Compton sun Made it to the trauma center just in time, I prayed for luck All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it Bro was in a coma for the whole motherfucking week Whole time, I stayed inside the waiting room - I couldn't leave Docs said they had good news - man, I was fuckin' geeked The homie made it through, but bad news - now, he can't fuckin' speak His face is now disfigured and they said he'll be that way for life Can't live without assistance - man, he might as well have fuckin' died Lookin' at his picture, all I could do was cry out my eyes Hideous disfigurements: a fate worse than your own demise All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it (Yeah) Can't even walk, can't even talk In a wheelchair - still skatin' like Hawk, though Can't really bump, still fillin' trunks But lookin' at me now, mane, I can't even front Wasn't even tryna die - it was a cry for help Them bustas hear me spittin' but they can't afford To shell me out a couple dollars - help me out and post my bail Karmacoma my new home, 'cause y'all fake as hell Walking Dead zombie crippin', bullet up in my brain Told 'em, "Don't resuscitate," they saw a playa was paid They stackin' cheddar like they cookin' up a fuckin' soufflé Boys be hollerin' "Uh Oh" when they see my new face Discharged, came home, found my mattress flat, G The docs came in, took my paper and left me Incapacitated, morphine-faded, high off the IV Mullin' in despair, but that ain't gon' stop me Never findin' sustenance, livin' for the f*ck of it Cookin' that crack like McDonald - mane, I'm lovin' it Low coordination, but I'm still gonna f*ck ya' bitch Beatin' up that pussy like a goddamn virgin Rizz off the chain, can't even spit my game Gang hang, hydro' mainframe, lightin' up that Ringling Feel like Yung Lean, pourin' ginseng in my suit and tie Till I die, gonna ride - f*ck what they say CA$HFLOW circus animals stay buzzin' When that bass be humpin' on they ears DJ MULLIN got them dubs, Full Flex, Ruffneck, crowd crushin' Astro MO₿₿, wreckin' squad, wild cards, chrome bustin' Tongue-twistin' all them bitches while I'm pettin' that cat No cryin' - bitches dyin' when I rape it from the back Full of black tar, white haze - smokin' a sack Cybernetic mullin' till me have a heart attack, chyea All they, all they ever see is hideous disfigurements Tried to, tried to buck myself, and now I gotta live with it