ride or die (interlude)

Do I just, do I just Do I just take the ride? Do I just, do I just Do I just decide to die? Do I just, do I just Do I just take the ride? Do I just, do I just Do I just decide to die? I've been contemplatin' suicide Since the age of nine Probably younger, I'm not sure Been stuck in my mind For like half my life, who am I? Do I just, do I just Do I just take the ride? Do I just, do I just Do I just decide to die? Do I just, do I just Do I just take the ride? Do I just, do I just Do I just decide to die?