2am Conversations /Different

Yeah Yuh Remember I was struggling to keep the faith on me Askin everyone I know to pray for me Take it day by day I'm tryna make it out Some people in they 60's and they still don't got it figured out But I'm a fighter I'll stay beside you through all the flames I'm tired of things stayin the same Uh if you don't follow God you can't comprehend the change Oo it's always been my pride that's been gettin in the way of everything Uh and I talk to God like He's the only thing I got And I know people can't throw no stone down at me Yeah And I don't care what they think of me I know God is still gon love me We live and then we die Then live again Yeah Sometimes we let our pride get the best of us and stand in the way Then we get angry at the people that was there when we caved in I was 15 when I got saved man that was crazy I can't believe how far I came since the day that He changed me I'm tryna make a difference Each day I'm tryna paint the picture Some people I've gotten close to don't support the vision My life is full of heartache and bad decisions It don't matter what you did because you're still forgiven Yeah Oh Yeah Yeah Gotta keep your head up for real Oh Woah And I'm tired of things stayin the same I'm a sinner but I'm tryna be a better man Oh and it's only God that can break all of your chains That's why I put my faith in God cause I know that He the king of everything Oh and time and time and time again I'll run and come back to your arms again And You saved me Yeah You did I let it all go Oh I let it all go If the Lord came on this day would He take me with Him Throw up a prayer when I'm in pain When I'm swallowed in anguish Yeah Tell Him to pray for me But I know it's not a new thing for me Yeah you can catch me livin life just like the lamb who was slain Yeah pray for my city I wear my heart on my sleeve My uncle used to ask me who I wanted to be I'm tryna do my thing so I'm just ganna do me And I be like hold on How do I make friends cause it ain't like old times It's been gettin cold you better put your coat on Rollin through my ends tryna hit a gold mine Oh yeah Woah I talk to God like He's the only thing I got And I know people can't throw no stone down at me Yeah And I don't care what they think of me I know God is still gon love me We live and then we die then live again Yeah Woah Yeah What's on your mind Yeah Uh What's on your mind Yeah I just ride for YHWH Ride for YHWH Uh Yeah ooo Yeah Woah I just ride for YHWH I don't feel too fit to do what y'all say I let faith become my vision that's what God say Uh I ain't playin we go all the way We go all the way Yeah I just ride for YHWH I don't feel too fit to do what y'all say I let faith become my vision that's what God say Uh I ain't playin we go all the way We go all the way Enemy got the spirit of Cain But I know I'm saved so don't tempt me Jesus Christ came broke all of my chains and He's in me Made it through all of those dark nights rollin through the city We done came from some dark times but I keep it litty You can always catch me dreamin but I ain't sleepin I been wide awake Tryna find my peace instead of schemin to retaliate These demons tryna take away my freedom so I'm battlin I thank God that He's my strength through everything that I been tackled with I tried to hide my pain I hide my face and look the other way Nowadays I ain't afraid of going to battle I ain't gon run away Ask God to keep me safe and give me strength when I been strugglin I'm carrying all this weight on top of my shoulders like I'm jugglin I just ride for YHWH I don't care what y'all say I raise my hand through it all Workin for the king so don't tempt me Jesus Christ came broke all of my chains and He's in me