All My Friends Are Suicidal

I know you stressin got that pressure on you And you been feelin like a mess like you can't talk to no one You feel like no one understands and they can't offer nothin So you don't wanna make no friends cause they don't stop depression I got this void inside heart like somethings gone forever We used to be close like brothers Chillin out just vibe together I remember sittin down and rappin bout our lives together And sometimes things change but this one don't sit right With me tonight And the streetlights are the only lights that I see That I see And I can't hold your hand No I can't I can't take it all away No I can't take the pain away I wish I could I wish I could But I should've seen it coming I'm tryin not to cry but I'm frustrated My heart ache every night And it's sedative Yeah it's sedative I don't wanna cry at all I don't wanna feel the pain I don't wanna wonder why I ain't come see you yesterday I don't wanna cry at all uh I don't wanna feel the pain I don't wanna wonder why I cant say hi to you today I don't wanna to cry at all Suicidal Can't talk bout my rivals If I open up my heart to you will you see eye to eye tho Dreadful thoughts up on my mind but I can't talk about my problems I just keep it to myself cause I don't see no other option All these haters ganna hate But is it really ganna matter They won't say it to my face and they don't know my heart is shattered Got a phone but they don't hit my line Alone so I just sit in silence Keepin myself busy tryna cope with all this mental violence I look at my life and I'm like dang why can't I start over I'm tired of sayin I'm fine but I cant put it off on their shoulders What I'm supposed to do I'm supposed to give up like its all over What about the Lord will he forgive me If I stop going And I can't hold your hand No I can't I can't take it all away No I can't take the pain away But He can He can And I don't wanna let you go But I ain't there to let you know That it's okay to feel alone I wish I was I wish I was Uh