beats to vent to

It's hard Yeah it's hard Yeah I been studyin the bible tryna get it right Really focused on my future tryna live life Devil up inside my ears speakin big lies You wont see me shed no tears its just a big disguise I'm havin trouble makin friends cause I don't like to talk And if I ever seem distant no It ain't your fault I been that way since I was a kid that's how the Lord made me I never thought I'd see the day I'd let the Lord save me I keep a cross around my neck so I can be reminded everything He did for me Know that He could save you too if you would actually live for Him Man my uncle died when I was younger in a car crash Never got to say goodbye and that one hurt real bad Then I lost my house to a fire everything I had I don't think I got to be a child had to grow up fast Suicidal thoughts up on my mind its hard to deal with that When I'm tryna cope I make this music turn it full blast Picture me drivin up on the coast on a summer night Livin for God cause that's how we roll and it's every night Look at the sky and I let it go its ganna be alright I think I'm finally comin home bring me back to light Reminisin everything I been through If I keep a hold it'll do damage to my mental Gotta let it go I'm finding beats that I can vent to I was born to be a soldier I don't wanna be a victim tryna let it go For real Yeah this world ain't meant to be carried on your shoulders You don't gotta carry it all You don't gotta carry it all Let it go Yeah Gotta let it go I can't do it all by myself I can't do it all on my own God please take it off of my shoulders Yeah Oo I need you Yeah I need you Woah For real I need you Oh I need you Yeah God I need you Woah I need you God I need you Yeah I need you Woah