Paralyzed

I'm tired of being the one That runs away from everything That runs away from all the pain Can't take you for granite I need you right now Please come in this place that I'm in and surround me I got alotta this weight on my shoulders I'm tryna sit down I ain't doing this no more Can't deal with my problems I feel like soldier The longer you stay then the more it gets colder I'm tryna get out I'm stuck in a corner I got my back against the wall I need your love but I can't see and I keep saying to myself What are you runnin for What are you runnin for Yeah what are you runnin for What are you runnin for Uh What are you runnin for What are you runnin for Yeah what are you runnin for What are you runnin for Uh Can't get up I'm paralyzed Trapped inside I'm terrified I didn't want your love I tried to find a place to hide I don't wanna talk about it got a lot up on my mind I been bein distant I ain't tryna waste your time I got hit with all this pressure and it's ruinin my life What are you runnin for What are you runnin for What are you runnin for What are you runnin ah Oo I keep gettin woke up in the mornin It's 4am can't close my eyes my minds distorted Don't wanna sleep I'd rather listen to it stormin I'm driftin off slowly fallin to the ocean floor Oh I love being alone but I don't like feelin alone yeah Too many thoughts that I can't ever seem to get control of Don't tempt I might cut you off I'm feeling antisocial My life feels like a movie I'm pretending all the time Ima be blunt with with baby I do what I want cause I really don't care what you say Got a lot of these haters out here that be sayin they love me But they throwin dirt on my name And I just ride for God but they be hatin on my grind I'm broken and not open but it all heals over time Uh ooh woah Uh yeah Ooh I tell em Ooh Ooh What are you runnin for What are you runnin for What are you runnin for What are you runnin ah Can't get up I'm paralyzed Trapped inside I'm terrified I didn't want your love I tried to find a place to hide I don't wanna talk about it got a lot up on my mind I been bein distant I ain't tryna waste your time I been hit with all this pressure and it's ruinin my life What are you runnin for What are you runnin for What are you runnin for What are you runnin ah What are you runnin for What are you runnin for Yeah what are you runnin for What are you runnin ah