Trust Issues

I can feel the burden on you Feel the burden on you Baby I been hurting for you Hurting for you I'm calling my shorty I'll blast like a 40 I'll make myself clear they wont dare to ignore me Don't talk to me here and then try to avoid me I know what it feel like to lose all your feelings You give em your heart but you look like the villain I got a bottle to keep all my feelings I'm squeezin the throttle I'm blowin off smoke I don't care bout these oppers That think it's a joke You can laugh all you want but I'm just tryna cope Thanks to my pops cause he showed me the ropes I was down at the bottom Had no where to go I was tryna get out And I felt all alone Some things you gotta just keep to yourself Can't be speakin my problems to you I don't know you My heart just be aching But some people fake it My smile be vacant I'm tryna replace it Uh Yeah I needed all those nights when I was tryin not to cry Yeah I needed all those days when I livin off of dimes I remember all those times I barley made it out alive If I ever got the chance I wouldn't change it I ain't lyin Yeah I needed all those nights when I was tryin not to cry Yeah I needed all those days when I livin off of dimes I remember all those times I barley made it out alive If I ever got the chance I wouldn't change it I ain't lyin I feel like time slippin out my hands Every time I move my head people droppin dead I got trust issues I can't trust nothing that no one says Cause every time I let em in thats when my back gets stabbed But tell me I'm wrong Some days it's hard to be strong I got this rage in my heart I got things on my mind I wish would fade from the start I gotta put on my boots like a battle inside I'm getting ready for war I know it's hard to find peace But it's been a long time I'm tryna get me some more And it hit different whenever you cheer up yourself You gotta better yourself Can't be like nobody else I ain't like nobody else So people that know me can tell I got a get it for real I speak from the heart I speak how I feel I'm always on guard so I can be healed If I took a loss it ain't a big deal Yeah I run it up I got me meal Uh Uh Got me a meal Uh Uh Say how I feel Uh Uh I keep it real Uh Uh Yeah I needed all those nights when I was tryin not to cry Yeah I needed all those days when I livin off of dimes I remember all those times I barley made it out alive If I ever got the chance I wouldn't change it I ain't lyin Yeah I needed all those nights where I would question bout my life Yeah I needed all those days where I was tired and sick of tryin I remember all times that changed my heart and made me quiet If I ever got the chance I wouldn't change it I ain't lyin Uh Uh I got trust issues I can't trust nothing that no one says Cause every time I let em in Uh