Lost In My Mind

I'm lost in my mind, I ain't gotta dime So I'ma keep spitting these rhymes till the end of time Aka till the day I die, get it? I'm never gonna die It'll just be me, myself and I Everyone thinks I'm the bad guy Maybe I am, just tryna pass by So I said goodbye Cause I don't need anyone I'm just trying to have some fun If anyone wants to fight We can go one on one But in the long run that won't be good for a white guy Maybe I should die, but what about my mom She knows I'm a ticking time bomb You know I'm not wrong but really She couldn't live without me Who knows what's going on? I don't know man so again When the flame comes What do you do? Put it out Or let it engulf you Let's go over the game plan I'm not trying to be a dumb rapper and Whatever I become, don't be stunned I'm trying to earn some, for my loved one My mom, because I'm her only son Just trying to make it so she can sit out in the sun Sitting on the beach, without a care, enjoying the open air Kinda like me, that's my dream too, but life's not fair