Smoke in Her Eyes

While she holds me so preciously Draining every ounce of self control that's left in me (Left in Me) Figure if I fall for her I'll do it recklessly But she's a lethal recipe And now she's caused my chest to bleed I'm chained to her but it's the best disease If she asked me to I'd tie a noose or hold my breath for weeks Understand it's more than sex to me Feeling like my spirit leaves my body when she's next to me I don't care to think about the last one she's seduced I'm too busy drinking venom that she's produced If she tells me lies I make believe she speaks the truth Then without another word she leaves the room I chase her down Smoke in her eyes Heels to the curb Doesn't reply Can't hear the words Can't feel the time Breathe in her curse Know that if I Leave she would hurt So I stand beside her faithfully Is it love or just attachment either way the weight of it is breaking me I've come to see she has no place for me And here I thought she'd wait for me I swore to stay but really I should take my leave But at this point there's no escape for me My severe addiction doesn't let me get the space I need I hate this person that it's making me I thought it'd just be one and done but look how long it's taking me She's making it hard now I wanna behave She can feel that my guards down I'm not seeing straight Let's me think I'm in charge now I'm done with these games So I throw all my cards down But she's got the ace So I play again Smoke in her eyes Heels to the curb Doesn't reply Can't hear the words Can't feel the time Breathe in her curse Know that if I Leave she would hurt