LETTER TO AARON

I looked death in the eyes, told him that I arrived He looked back and just smiled, said it wasn't my time Now I'm back with a proposition, I gotta live in Found my purpose in spirit, got me seeing things different Who would've thought being 24 would bring me war Against the world of the unseen, I can't afford To lose this battle and second guessing my life is pure I take too long to commit, God closing the door To my dreams that was meant for me, but my pride is king Flesh is stronger than soul, with my heart on a string And my mind racing fast, can't focus on a thing I've fallen victim to demons, trying to escape this regime Negative thoughts are supreme, my life ain't what it seems Confidence is still lacking, trapped in low self-esteem Got me trapped in confusion, don't know what else to do Except to end your existence, this my letter to you This my letter to you This my letter to you Don't know what else to do This my letter to you This my letter to you Yeah I look up in the sky and ask for guidance I'm feeling on the brink of the horizon Of quitting beats and quitting rhyming But the feeling of resentment got me frightened So I continue, steady climbing I hold my head and stay compliant Working to get these chakras in alignment But it's difficult when your healing bring you no excitement The life of the haves and the have-nots The truth is I have not because I ask not Raindrops falling on me and they can't stop and won't stop Until the masks come off like mascots True happiness can't be airdropped But I'll try I don't know what else to do Except to end your existence, this my letter to you My letter to you Letter to you I don't know what else to do This my letter to you I just listened to that tape Man, that was, that was tough gang I ain't gonna lie, like, I kept on getting new favorites Like, every time I'd go on to the next song Like, I'd just get a new favorite and it's like Yo, I'm so proud of like what you became And like, I was just calling to give you your flowers brodie Even, like, bro gave me chills Like, I'm in my walk with God And like, I'm starting to, I'm trying to get closer to God But like, back then, like you said A couple of songs, you know, I was I resented him for the things I went through And like, I was mad And it's like, dang bro, like I can't believe it That's like crazy dog, I'm so proud of you Like, wow And you know that, bro, that's big time Like, never, never stop that dog But you, you can be, you can be whatever you want to be Let me tell you that Like, even in the terms of, um I feel like you should, uh I can help you with your social media presence and stuff like that, bro But like, I just really want you to just keep going Cause, bro, that, like that album did a lot for me I added it, so, you feel me Um, my workout playlist, you know what I mean Like, yeah, keep going, bro Much love to you, boy